Ceebz.

Pointless vent time.

One of my greatest insecurities is not belonging. I hate when people don’t include me in things or don’t treat me like how they treat everybody else. I don’t get it. But then again, it’s partly my fault because if I don’t try either, I can’t expect anything from anyway.

Example. I always say how I’m pumped up for the next inc district activities, but I never end up going. But then again, part of the reason is because I think I don’t belong with certain people. That they don’t want me there.

lol oh well.

Changing the topic, worked 32hrs this week, time to buy myself an x-box or wii $$$$