January 2012
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Lol
I miss the feeling of being infatuated
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17 Jan 2012
Went to the Harry Potter Exhibition (finally) at the Powerhouse Museum with Sabrina and John. Which was sooooooo coooooool. And I also bought a Hufflepuff shirt, in memory of Edward Cullen, ha. Afterwards going to Blacktown for a bit and browsing around the game stores with John then finally heading home for church.
Church was also lovely, the lesson was long but I really liked it. It was about a...
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For once in my life I actually want to commit to something and stick to it.
I’m going to create myself a goal and actually complete it.
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I really feel like dancing right now. As in party dancing. I know I shouldn’t, but I do.
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lol I give into peer pressure easily
Depends how my self-esteem is. If it’s that low I’ll do my best to become/do the norm.
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Thinking too hard
I tend to over analyse everything which concludes to an endless chain of events and possibilities.
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Which kinda sucks.
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I hate my imagination
Because I tend to visualise the impossible. Realistic, yet impossible.
I create countless amounts of situations in my head and pick out every single detail. Who will be there, what will I be wearing, what will I look like, what the atmosphere will be, how old will I be (when will this be happening), what will I say, where it is exactly…etc.
Now weather I won’t those situations to...
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OB
One of the things I love doing on Tumblr is typing ‘Outback Steakhouse’ in the search for tags bar. I find it so interesting reading about other people’s shifts all the way other countries particularly in the U.S.
Definitely going to visit as many Outbacks as I can when I go there! Oh and ask for free pins ha ha.
December 2011
30 minutes left
Whoa whoa. I feel so emotional right now ha.
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It still feels like 2010
Everything has gone so quick, I think I’m literally going to cry tomorrow when the clock strikes 12.
I’ll be happy that it’s a new year, hopefully a new start, I’ll be sad because another year has just flown by but most of all I’ll be ever so grateful that I’ve overcome countless amounts of trials and challenges. I’m grateful that I’m still here.
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I think it's kind of wrong
That what motivates me most is jealousy and hatred.
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Ceebz.
Pointless vent time.
One of my greatest insecurities is not belonging. I hate when people don’t include me in things or don’t treat me like how they treat everybody else. I don’t get it. But then again, it’s partly my fault because if I don’t try either, I can’t expect anything from anyway.
Example. I always say how I’m pumped up for the next inc...
I'm so bored
It’s times like this where I wish I actually had a ds or psp.
I want to go home :((((((
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Thank you so much
I want to do this for the rest of my life. You give me a kind of joy and happiness that I could not possibly replace.
The year is coming to a halt but all I can say is that, I am grateful. Not too long ago I would have said this to be my worst year, ‘the year of disasters’. But now looking back at it all going through so much was for the better. I’ve learnt and experienced more...
November 2011
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Update - 27 Dec 2011
Whoa, well this has been one hell of a week, but this is just the start of it. I’ve learnt and discovered so much and I’ve found a side of me that I thought I’d lost. And although I’m about to lose a lot, I’m about to gain so much more.
Something’s just happened to me that I can’t explain. I’ve found this joy within myself that I thought would never...
Everything is happening all over again.
My life now consists of sleeping, eating, games, eating, sleeping and work.
Yay..
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This marks the end of the end
I’ve recently been contemplating about my time and usage for Tumblr. Mostly about the fact that I can scroll down on my dashboard for hours on end and how I can create countless amounts of useless and uninteresting text posts. But I think it’s time for me to move on.
I won’t be deleting my Tumblr, nor changing my password, however I just won’t be on anymore to post about...
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Is it weird to say
That I actually really miss studying and doing school work properly?
There has not been one single exam (or any assessment type for that matter) where I have actually put effort in doing. That I’ve actually tried studying and doing in advance. I studied today for the first time in a long time and whoa, I miss it!
Am I a loser?
Ha, you didn’t even say one word to me today.
Well if I were you I would have nothing to say to me either.
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I’m actually glad that I’ve lost so many followers because it means I can start posting like I used to before. And also, a lot of my remaining followers are inactive and have abandoned their blogs already, mostly the ones that have been following me this whole two years of having Tumblr. I mean you’re probably telling yourself that I should make a new private Tumblr or whatever,...
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The hardest part of the day
Is definitely facing you two.
Saying hi to you at the end of the day when I come home, knowing that I’m such a disappointment and burden to you. Especially those nights where it’s just silent, we’re all tired and there’s no communication between any of us.
I’m sorry I didn’t turn out the way you planned me to be, that I don’t reach your expectations. But...
October 2011
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I think I’m just going to avoid my art classes and my art teacher for the rest of the year.
I’m not like my brother.
If you compare or assume that we are similar in any way I think I’m going to kill myself.
Uh yeah I'm kind if really annoyed
That’s my parents don’t even try waking me up for church and just left without me. Alright bro.
Never sleeping before church again.
fan qurl scream!~~~~ he commented my photo ~~!!!!!!
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Anonymous asked: where do you work?and how did you get the job?
Great
Work just called to tell me we are dressing up for halloween tomorrow.
What to wear..
Sick of everyone and everything right now. I’m so confused.
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Sometimes I still ask myself if I belong or not.
I mean one thing I know for sure is I don’t know who I am and that I don’t like who I am now. But belonging within a group of friends is a entirely different question.
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One thing I've definitely learnt this year
I hate a majority of the world’s population.
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Well done
You are now my most hated teacher.
What, you don’t think I have problems of my own? That my life is all fine and dandy? Well then you’re an inconsiderate asshole.
Nah seriously though, screw you if you think that you know me. You think that the only reason why I’m acting the way I am is because of my laziness and carelessness.
Screw you.
contemplation-s:
One of the reasons why I find it so hard to get out of bed in the morning is because the thought of another day of all this, isn’t exactly very motivating. I don’t have anything to look forward to.
Um IST essay, may you please die?
Motivation is currently at a zero. I’ve just been sitting at the computer for more than an hour now doing nothing. I give up.
I’m sorry, but you’re really immature and awkward.
It is extraordinarily hot.