May 2012
Confession: sometimes I really do feel like dropping out of school and just working full time for a year or two. Go to Tafe and see where that takes me..
Feeling like death right now
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The one that got away
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April 2012
I give up. When will this cycle end..
Back to the "Idgaf about anything or anyone" mood
Family’s falling apart because of you, fucking thanks.
You’re my role model, do something and I won’t have any reason not to do the same.
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Happy Memories
Knowing that I chose to visit you on one of your last days here with us reassures me so much. I’m still in disbelief of everything that’s happened but I’m so happy that I was there to witness your laughs and the beautiful smile. My number one memory is of you saying ‘shetup’ and swearing with a filipino accent, inappropriate, but hilarious. Looking through your photos...
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lol f0k it. I hate your freaking attitude. I know I should be used to it now but I’m not. No matter how good my day has been, you always find a way on destroying my mood. I don’t know if it’s on purpose or it’s by accident but I’m so over it. But a few more weeks and you’ll be gone, hopefully I can put up with it for just a bit longer.
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OCD
I’ve developed an obsessive compulsive disorder towards perfection. If I cannot achieve perfection, I’ll just give up. Second place isn’t good enough for me. It’s either first or not even going to bother. Each tiny mistake brings me back to the bottom in my ‘journey to happiness’. I need to learn how to accept my flaws, mistakes and wrongs, but how?
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Stupid stupid teenage drama.
H8 everyone.
Why do I feel so damn excluded.
I donut understand.
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I haven't opened up to anyone in a while
I remember before I would come to people for almost all my problems no matter how small or insignificant they were. And it wasn’t usually just one person, it was a couple of my closest friends.
It kind of makes me wonder, was I attention seeking? I was definitely seeking for advice and comfort, but was I also being put out as an attention seeker? Is the only reason I went to people for my...
Sick of ignorant assholes thinking they’re better than everybody around them.
I’m constantly striving to be a better person that I don’t know who I am anymore.
hashtag: constant change of the the typical adolescence
Literally feel like stabbing everybody right now.
I am angry.
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In a ranting mood right now
Let’s dot pot this shi*
Aggots that care about their followers on Tumblr. Like, are you forreal, you think you’re cool or something because people follow you on Tumblr? lol you’re a stupid unt. And to add onto that, it’s not like your blog is original, it’s just re-blogs of other things so shut up.
People that joke about people dieing…as in going to far to the...
Making fun of Tumblr on Facebook only because it’s mainstream.
Oh ok.
March 2012
What the uckery.
I’m so angry.
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Biggest ceebs for school
All I want to do is sleep
I need to get my priorities straight
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Update 15MAR12
My mind seems so cluttered and confused right now. I feel as if time is so precious, that I should really plan my day out so that no time is wasted. But when I don’t stick to this ‘timetable’ of mine, I just give up and don’t do anything. That’s probably what’s happening now.
I really don’t know what I should be doing right now. Am I suppose to be...
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PTL
This happens every time Holy Supper, anniversary or year end thanksgiving happens, a sudden abundance of happiness and energy is found within myself.
It brings me so much joy to know that I’m part of something so solemn and so unique that one can never find in anywhere else.
Especially now, I’ve become even more active in the church and despite the countless amounts of hours I have...
stupid stupid people
that assume my life story just by reading my tumblr.
ya’ll stupid forreal.
February 2012
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Hating school with passion!!!
I have 100 minutes of math with a stupid teacher and 100 minutes of religion with an even more stupider teacher. Then stupid ‘learning enrichment’. Blooooooody hell.
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Living is overrated
Ha jokes.
No but seriously, ceebs with everything. I have so much homework due tomorrow and I’m already so behind yet I’m sitting here eating a whole lot of comfort food watching movies. etc. etc.
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0% motivation for going to school
100% motivation for studying…wait what?
Currently getting ready to head for the library because I woke up late - and now ceebs - going to school.
w0t is wrong with me.
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lol currently tempted to seriously party like theres no tomorrow.
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lyf sux.
text it lols
January 2012
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First english class
I’ve already used 6 pages of pretty solid writing and I’m even behind already.
Regret not doing anything last year
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Really hating my life right now.
School’s back, but I don’t even know. Work is starting to piss the crap out of me. And worst of all, I’M SO FREAKING ITCHY RIGHT NOW!!!!
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Lol
I miss the feeling of being infatuated
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17 Jan 2012
Went to the Harry Potter Exhibition (finally) at the Powerhouse Museum with Sabrina and John. Which was sooooooo coooooool. And I also bought a Hufflepuff shirt, in memory of Edward Cullen, ha. Afterwards going to Blacktown for a bit and browsing around the game stores with John then finally heading home for church.
Church was also lovely, the lesson was long but I really liked it. It was about a...
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For once in my life I actually want to commit to something and stick to it.
I’m going to create myself a goal and actually complete it.
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I really feel like dancing right now. As in party dancing. I know I shouldn’t, but I do.
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lol I give into peer pressure easily
Depends how my self-esteem is. If it’s that low I’ll do my best to become/do the norm.
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Thinking too hard
I tend to over analyse everything which concludes to an endless chain of events and possibilities.
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Which kinda sucks.