Really hating my life right now.
School’s back, but I don’t even know. Work is starting to piss the crap out of me. And worst of all, I’M SO FREAKING ITCHY RIGHT NOW!!!!
Lol
I miss the feeling of being infatuated
DIS ONES 4 U EDWARD CULLEN!!!
17 Jan 2012
Went to the Harry Potter Exhibition (finally) at the Powerhouse Museum with Sabrina and John. Which was sooooooo coooooool. And I also bought a Hufflepuff shirt, in memory of Edward Cullen, ha. Afterwards going to Blacktown for a bit and browsing around the game stores with John then finally heading home for church.
Church was also lovely, the lesson was long but I really liked it. It was about a couple of things. Mainly about ‘being Christian’. How we should act like it not only when we attend the services, but outside of church as well. How even though we’ll be persecuted by others of this world, even our ‘friends’ for that matter, we should always abide by God’s teachings and not stray from the church.
I love it when lessons relate so much to what’s happening in my life right now. If only I could stay at church forever.
For once in my life I actually want to commit to something and stick to it.
I’m going to create myself a goal and actually complete it.
I really feel like dancing right now. As in party dancing. I know I shouldn’t, but I do.
of Outback Parklea 2011
Went to the OB belated year end (or ‘xmas’) party last night. Still hasn’t sunk in yet, but what a year it was last year. All my efforts did not go to waste! Looking forward to another busy year with the OB family!
lol I give into peer pressure easily
Depends how my self-esteem is. If it’s that low I’ll do my best to become/do the norm.
Homie wddup
Thinking too hard
I tend to over analyse everything which concludes to an endless chain of events and possibilities.
…
Which kinda sucks.
I hate my imagination
Because I tend to visualise the impossible. Realistic, yet impossible.
I create countless amounts of situations in my head and pick out every single detail. Who will be there, what will I be wearing, what will I look like, what the atmosphere will be, how old will I be (when will this be happening), what will I say, where it is exactly…etc.
Now weather I won’t those situations to become a reality or not is a different question. Because I do but I don’t. I’m sadly one of those people that plan and dream rather than actually do.
I don’t know what I want right now.
OB
One of the things I love doing on Tumblr is typing ‘Outback Steakhouse’ in the search for tags bar. I find it so interesting reading about other people’s shifts all the way other countries particularly in the U.S.
Definitely going to visit as many Outbacks as I can when I go there! Oh and ask for free pins ha ha.
30 minutes left
Whoa whoa. I feel so emotional right now ha.
It still feels like 2010
Everything has gone so quick, I think I’m literally going to cry tomorrow when the clock strikes 12.
I’ll be happy that it’s a new year, hopefully a new start, I’ll be sad because another year has just flown by but most of all I’ll be ever so grateful that I’ve overcome countless amounts of trials and challenges. I’m grateful that I’m still here.
My new years resolution is just to become optimistic about everything. Be enthusiastic and grateful for everything that I have.
Well I should sleep now, I’m so glad I have church later today. I couldn’t of asked for any better way to start the very last day of the year.
